Sick of me?????

I heard on the radio yesterday a commentary that asked the question "is God fed up with you?" well, no He's not; He doesn't get fed up with us. God may not be fed up with me but I am fed up with me. I get sooo tired of me sometimes. I want to make changes in my life and do things different but I continue doing the same things. Why do I do the things I hate? Determined to be different but don't know how. Father, I surrender all to you! All the things I do that I hate, I give them to you, only you can change me.