I will restore what the locusts have eaten....

We got the awesome news yesterday that Holly agreed to let Brandon get Hannah more....we get to spend more time with her. Woohoo! Praise the Lord. I know it's all because of Him.

As I was laying there thanking Him for what He's done, the court date (October 19th) came flooding in, flashing by like a tv show but with all the hurt. All the pain, the tears, the frustration, the helplessness, the hopelessness was all right back. I felt overwhelmed but only for a second...at first I thought it was satan reminding me but My Father God spoke to me and said I'm restoring what the locusts have stolen. I thought "hey, that's a scripture". lol
Joel 2:25 "I will restore to you the years that locusts have eaten". Thank you Jesus for the promise!

As I lay there, thinking about that day, I began to think about last year. I lost alot last year. I lost a job that I loved, a ministry that love, friendship, and my beautiful Grandma passed away. My God is a God of restoration, He will restore all that the locust has stolen from me!
Last year was a hard year but 2011 is my year, the year God is restoring what has been stolen from me! Praise His Name! I have been down but I am not out! Thank you Jesus for showing me Your Truth.

Snow 2011

It's snowing....it's so exciting just to see the white stuff falling from the sky. It just brings back so many memories and makes my heart sing. I feel like such a kid when the snow begins to fall. I love it! I think it's because we don't get snow very often so when we do, it's a wonderous sight. It's just awesome to look outside and pureness of the snow all over everything. It's such a marvelous work of God.
I can't wait til tomorrow when I can play outside with Ember and Hannah in it. I'll post pictures then.....Look at the snow, see God in it, and enjoy the sight! :)

Sick of me?????

I heard on the radio yesterday a commentary that asked the question "is God fed up with you?" well, no He's not; He doesn't get fed up with us. God may not be fed up with me but I am fed up with me. I get sooo tired of me sometimes. I want to make changes in my life and do things different but I continue doing the same things. Why do I do the things I hate? Determined to be different but don't know how. Father, I surrender all to you! All the things I do that I hate, I give them to you, only you can change me.